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no, i don't actually have an uncontrollable urge to exterminate teenage girls
Hi, i can be boring sometimes. And i often sound evil to conceal life's banalities. But i really am a kind and peace-loving creature. That despite the URL. |
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 an organs reunion of some sort finally materialized last saturday. we met, fended initial moments of awkwardness that were an inevitable consequence of not having met for donkey years, nearly lapsed into good old cheapthrill mode at thai express (can i have a nom nuom kom phai pee please?), revelled in gossipy talks, and unearthed things we never knew about each other. in retrospect, all that tight-lipped conservatism seems dumb. we really are, too many a times, fearful of consequences that are less a reflection of what truly is existential than a projection of our own pessimism-driven paranoia. i don't fully attribute last saturday's liberation movement to us having so affectionately, "grown up". (god, that phrase's repulsiveness pretty much rivals that of "time flies" ), but our (or my) inherent privacy-peeking tendencies that unravelled cheeky revelations that morphed into heartrending confessions that provoked a round of philosophical musings that seemed like so much of a deviancy from our tying-balloons-on-head days. now at least we can clearly look into one another's eyes and know there is something deeper than cheapthrills that resonates from somewhere deeper. and then continue to dare each other to order a nom nuom kom phai phee at thai express.  直到白雪都已画满了腮 眼前风景也浮出了白 直到美丽早已置身事外 路灯也轻易背叛色彩 你的眼是一颗小小尘埃 却又将我全身都覆盖... <<多希望你在>> 把唯美含蓄表达 把悲壮内敛化 又是一段简约与华丽和谐并存的文字 我从来就不屑把情感摊开来供人检视 赤裸状态是真实解放但也很刺眼很招摇 所以对歌词的偏好是自己情感处理法的投射 注：此言与第一段文字没有相矛盾之意，所谓“摊开来”，摊开的范畴更广阔而毫无拘束 诚然，我欣赏你的坦然豁达，真的 贱嘴没说但由衷祝福你 但个人害怕自由了会不会像风筝般翱翔后断线而不翼而飞? 我想我可以接受埋藏着阴暗面的自己和别人 因为能切切守护着自己危垂着的一丝隐私一丝尊严 人就还有只属于自己的闲人勿进的天地 就算有多么的压抑，也可曲折地把它转化为一种离奇的压抑美 而我当然希望这不仅仅是一个掩饰自己懦弱没勇气的华丽借口 |