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*// i'm like a bird . i'll only fly away . i don't know where my soul is . i don't know where my home is . . . .
today marks the first time in history i got caught by goh for tucking out my shirt right after da exams. just my luck. lol she made me stand outside the office until... my shirt was tucked waist-high? lol. ok so i have learnt my lesson. shall tuck in my shirt waist high at every moment from now on! chheers!! o, shld it be even higher? like, up to the chest? even betta rite
hahaha i wish i could tell youthat you suck but because i can't bring myself to outrightly offend you i have always managed to keep it within myself u know what, u suck like hell stop being so freakin act cute u ain't cute at.all. those forced 'cute' expressions are just vomit-inducing and you are not a funny or lame person don't try to be one jus because it seems 'in', because u aint funny at all either sometimes i really sympathise you for putting in so much effort and yet reaping so little results but.. o well maybe it's because u're too act cute haha no link - pointless rant deprivation and desperation are good friends. only deprived people become desperate. sometimes desperate people need love and understanding too. as much as they are horribly irritating, being desperate is a problem too. don't just frown upon it without thinking. im speaking generally. maybe i'm a little desperate sometimes too i have 2 songs in mind that has the word desperate. haha i have loved you and i will be heard sec 1s '04 are a bunch of open-minded and straightfoward people when it comes to love. some have even started passing love notes to seniors they like. recalling 3 years back, omg, we were so innocent! i didn even know what sex was until sec 2 i hate studying. i hate midyrs but i feel obliged to study physics tonight for the nx stretch of SIX hours im gonna mug till i drop buhbye * its only your shadow _ arriving too late . and leaving too soon *
ts raining now
so cool. how nice. wee are. weee arrre.. weeee are.. free in luh-uh-uh-uh-uh-uh-uhve. try :) rocks like totally cheers. angels is gonna be the 4th jessica simpson single. yeahhh. thats the way! through it all he offers me protection a lot of love and affection whether i'm right or wrong and down the waterfall wherever it may take me i know that life won't break me when i come to call he won't forsake me i'm lovin angels instead don't understand, but rocks yesterday's debate was hilarious. i laughed until it felt as if i was havin cramps down there? firstly it seemed more like a catfight than a debate. what abt washboard?? lmao. hahahaa i still haf washboard abs ah k. and somebody pls tell victoria chong dao fu zhecannot be used under yesterday's circumstances. hahahaha. really amusing catfight (oops, i meant debate). laughed till i teared. kk. rocks. hahaha i flunked my emaths test! la la la. hahahaa 10/25. congratulate me man. i really sympathize with the nan chiau sec principal. such a poor thing. and to think he was willing to bear full responsibility and wat? he didn't even blamed the students at all during an interview. he basically said he brought it all upon himself? MOE said that the principal has violated regulations because they state that physical punishment is only limited to caning. wth. is there any difference between caning and beating the head with a soft exercise book?? well then i suppose the latter is more painful the former ya? hasn moe always encouraged us to be flexible and creative? irony stupid girls. sure are ahlians. paper one tomorrow. vocab crash course tonight. hahaaha it is possible k! i flunk physics . choir election . suicide . suicide club . backstab . in this skin . studysleep!
cfinally found time to blog properly
flunk.flunk.flunk. i flunk my physics test hahaa 25/40. its hopeless. i'm aimin for a B4 in O levels. thats it. yesterday afternoon was the meeting for the choir election results. for whatever reason, i just feel that mr tan is biased against me. he just gotta counterattack all the comments i make. with extra loud volume and tone too.special treatment ya. when i was trying to voice out some comments about da candidates. he was like. snorting at wat i said and givin me this what-u-r-sayin-jus-makes-no-sense-at-all look. ok, i aint eloquent k? but pls give me a chance to voice my opinions, properly? without counterattacking so rudely? im so pissed. dammnit. and some ppl were like making no sense at all throughout the meeting. owell..=x all he knows is repeating after people's points and making it his.. :x :x :x *oops?! hahaha ok so choir shld be in good hands after all. hahaha yesterday night i dreamt of mdm sim (yes, ah lian, lol) committing suicide!! omigawsh. hahaha. here's the story. as u know, dreams are ridiculous. the setting happened to be a class with tables and chairs on an mrt platform (lmao. and me and qz were talking talking away. she saw us and saw red. after scolding qz, she stepped onto the mrt railway, stepped up the stairs leading to the outer railings, and jumped off the mrt track. btw the track was elevated (:tamp/simei) dreams are such amazing stuffs. when she jumped down, i had a very very very real sensation of shock. lol sheeesh. and that jerked and woke me up. i was feelin a very real chill in my heart. like in a total state of fear and helplessness. sheeeeesh somebody decipher this dream for me and there's this jap movie showin called suicide club rite? read the sypnosis. so kewl. 54-uniform clad schoolgirls jumpin down the mrt track together, lettin the train run over and mince them into pieces. LOL. seriosuly sadistic and i wannnnnna watch it man. too bad. R21. xpected la. i don care abt the storyline, im just interested in da gore. *heh heh heh* does anyone hate backstabbers? apparently it seems like alot. but i've realized, well, i don't hate em at all. in fact i feel the word backstab has been. well a lil. exaggerated n overused? i mean if u can't stand a friend, not everyone is willing to tell him straight in da face perhaps to preserve da frenship as much as pos? so u tell ur frustrations to another friend without letting the other party know? if that's backstabbing, i admit i backstab sometimes. hahahahahahaha. and i don really c what's so evil abt tt. unless. i'm backstabbing for other reasons? hehehe i want in this skin :((((((((((((((((((((( aim for sa1'04: L1R5: <9. plsplspls. i gotta work hard signin off. tctc. slept at 5:30am. panda eyes *// and i see you standing there wanting more from me and all i can do is < t r y > . . .
watched punch drunk love VCD yest. starring adam sandler. touching story about how an inferior and unloved guy in his 30s managed to find innocent and pure love after being lonely for so long. and this made him regain his confidence. simplicity jus rocks. this movie was indeed good. the character was really alot like mr tong. weird weird character.. split personality.. always ready to fight for own rights
yeah so i had orals yesterday. it was ok. got mrs rod. she was so nice. and what abt the conversation topic? herbal medicine? wow. so many stuffs to talk about rite i'm really running outta time. mite not be bloggin for long, its really a little waste of time. until the end of exams. anyway there's also nth much here nelly furtado's try rocks. esp the part she goes we are wee arre weee arrre weeee arrre WEEE ARRREEEEE rocks. heehee * if only for today. i am unafraid. // take my breath away. you take my breath away. you take my breath. take my breath. away. u take my..
im feelin * cranky * right now
anyway, today was choir election. and 4 sec 1s ended counting votes, supposedly to emphasize on transparency. lol. seriously what's da point and fuss? but i shant bother anymore, i got to go home earlier. much bettta i might be going to da student camp for the first year. hahaha reasons why i might die earlier than all of my friends 1. i lead an unhealthy nocturnal lifestyle, sleeping at 5pm, waking at 11pm, sleeping at 5am 2. i gulp down 1-2 cups of 3in1 coffee every night to sustain energy 3. i haf nvr ever given a toot about exercising, the only time i move is during PE, once every week. even then i only run for the first 10 mins, then either sit down slackin or sneak back ta class. 4. i often cannot resist the temptation to bathe at night, even if it means 2am. and tt's seriously bad for da head. i might get headaches and rheumatism easily so i conclude i will have a shorter lifespan. perhaps around 55. hahahaa. of course, u can talk about the possibility that i'll have a heart attack the nx moment and die on the spot so today X-Cinta peformed her breathe and immortal. xcinta fanclub rawk. esp president miss baby ong warning: typicality ahead! i can't stand people who are trying to be who they're not. yeah. i guess we don't need to FORCE "maturity" out of ourselves, just because we feel obliged to do so as we grow older everyday -_-. it's just so unnatural, and so not you! plsss. reallie want the fun you back :( i don't even dare to countdown to the midyrexams. serious. its impossible ta cover the entire syllabus tested. jus gotta try my luckk and ppl who find it ez to manage, pls stop showing it off =xXx. there are more incapable people out there who feel miserable, k? english orals tml! wish me good luck. on my studying schedule... e-geog tonite! * 3 boos for ahs idol..
ahsidol. what can i say.
the results just sucked. and im not saying this out of bitter spite. i just honestly think the top 3 didn't deserve the top 3.. not trying to say that the top 3 had lousy performances (their performances were cool as well) but traffic and white truce def. deserved more than a consolation.... white truce had nice harmonies and nice voices, while all i could hear was gareth gates in that sec 1 girl's item. and traffic was entertaining k! lamo. i guess the judges just didn appreciate lameness. sighzz... loud loud boos when traffic got consol. BOO AGAIN! lol, and guess what the winner got. according to testosterone, it was a measly pack of ferrero rochers. hahahaa i feel cheated for them =x. im sure they all went through lengthy practices for two diff items! and chocolates is what they get in return!! BOO pledge to myself down with negativity. down with negativity. down with negativity. wipe off negativity. shall stick this reealll hard into my brain. i hope it doesn't come off too soon =s oman qz sorta broke his poor feet when a chair with an amplifier came crashin down on his feet! he ended up walking arnd sch half-barefooted. sigh like v pain liddat. get well soon :) hahahaha i cabbed home! and somebody please SLAP ME, cos i left a freakin luggage in da car boot. only realized it when the taxi sped off for probabli 3km already. forgot all abt it! papa's gonna yell at me. seriously somebody jus needs to slap the blurness outta me. come,qz slap me, u rawk at slappin me. ahahaha. in case u don't know why a luggage, it was one of the props cds ppl borrowed from me. so i got it back. looked as if i was going holidaying i read jus about every blog out there. jumpin frm link to link and more links. there's this ex-cds guy called qiquan. king of bulletin boards. hahaaha i've decided to copy one here, cos it looks interesting :)) long time no do too _____Your Life_______ [x] they call me: zhanting. liposuction? [x] sex: Male. [x] my first breath of air: 2/6/88 [x] status: married. hahaha [x] best friends: qz, scandalous 567?, psch gang _______Rewind_______ [x] most memorable memory: psle results. hahaha so happi dat tme [x] worst?: shittin in my pants in p3? [x] first best friend ever: hong kuan? wilson? or was it gf? hahaha _______Love?_______ [x] love is: an expression, a feeling [x] first love: ppl wan predict when this will be? [x] love or lust?: with love slowly comes lust [x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time: yes [x] true or false- all you need is love: no, u still need food, water, sanitation..... [x] is there such thing as love @ first sight?: yes. [x] are you in love right now?: no [x] how many times have you been in love?: spells z-e-r-o*, slowly waitin.. _______Picky Picky_______ [x] dog or cat: cats [x] short or long hair: long [x] sunshine or rain: rain. cooling [x] moon or sun: moon. less bright [x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 1 best friend. [x] summer or winter: Winter. [x] written letters or e-mails: email la. hw many ppl write letters now [x] play station or nintendo: neither. i never play such things [x] car or motorcycle: car..biggbigg car [x] house party or club: house party. i jus don fit into clubbs [x] what song are u listening to right now?: britney spears - breathe on me [x] have you ever almost died?: no. fortunately [x] how many kids do you want to have?: 0 at the moment, but mentalities change [x] son's name?: clinton.aloysius.must be class class sounding. def not michael..anthony.. [x] daughter's name?: gwynneth,rachelle,francessca,clara. these are names of ahs ppl and they sound class [x] how many licks does it take to get to the center of a Tootsie Pop?: lick.haha can bite not [x] do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend?: wad do u tink [x] what do you like most of the opposite sex?: duno. [x] Personality-wise: huh? [x] do others find you attractive?: hahahahhahahaa.. what if i said "yes"?! would u faint on da spot? [ y ]ou *// have everything i don't have everything i need..
i have so little time and so much to talk about!
heyhey all cds members i've watched yer competition already. loll ain't tt jus great. yest. went to qz's house to watch your whole performance through a teeny weeny videocam screen. gotta say it was good, esp the feed fish thing. just don't understand why madman ranked higher than feed fish!haha one thing, why was jingyu the mama and mokadodoo the daughter? loL. hahahaha switcheroo ah. mok was sooo much like the daughter throughout! watched kungpow. it was ridiculously lame and stupid but unfunny. ahar. watched the last 3 minutes of irreversible too. tml is ahsidol. hahahaa good luck to white truce and traffick. ahh.. im keepin everything short cos i don't haf da freakin time =x hengxin from 1J is one of the most absurd and ridiculous girl i've seen in awhile. u're blastin me mindlessly for being in choir? when i don't even know you? choir does not equate to sissies, u're just too immature to realize that fact. u're obviously slammin for the sake of slammin me, with no solid reason at all, thus i conclude u are a shallow person. what's the most absurd thing? i don't even know you for heaven's sake. if you're reading this, i sincerely hope u do get a life, and if u feel like polluting my tagboard with your vulgar and unrefined and barbaric words again, go on. i seriously won't care. If it truly amuses you when you crudely criticize people for basically no reason, then you’re pathetic. Now I know why people don’t like you went home with gf mok and mariam. long time no c, long time no sharing of gossips. lol. missed out on alot cramming in my fair share of clit now. sigh choir elections tml, should i vote for the bimbos? hahahahaa [ i ] will be strong on my own * i will see through the rain * i will find my way..
0048am. nocturnal animal bloggin
today was boring and unfruitful. sighs =(. slept till 11, then 4 hrs in the afternoon again. guess my body has to restore all tha energy lost in the past 6 days. duh, everyone knows exams are loomin nearer nearer nearer. sat down and tried plannin my timetable. i guess, yeah, i'll just hafta drop topics and sacrifice studyign time of subjects fer others which are def. more scorable. eg. sacrificing physics for c-lit, higher chinese for chem. predict a drop in hcl results. i guess. i don need a high eighty to make me happy anymore. i'd rather take that off and save it for some other subjects on the edge of an a1 grade revision shall start tml, and to kickstart it. a wonderfully interesting and nothing-to-cram-in-yer-brain-at-all subject called chinese literaturrrre. = i didn manage ta go out today. sigh. when was the last time i went out? fish n co. i guess 3 or 4 weeks back? haisssh im seriously, this pathetically cooped up, totally aimless geeek. :( i think i probably wasted my last chance. exams are already coming. i have no more time im turnin sixteen in a month and a half. 16-16-16! can u believe it o_0!* why do i still care nothin abt image? why don't i feel the urge to do something to my. say. hair. or face. to make myself look urhm more. presentable? bish. even gf feels and awakening in his skin! i feel like an outkast in this "metrosexual" environment arnd me, where more and more guys are doing what they can to look more yandao. is this kinda concern considered a superficial one? i think image IS important. but yet i don't really care about it. how ironical**** * sings "in this skin" to myself * hahahaha pardon the miserable-sounding tone. im not feelin miserable, just wondering. jus thinkin. am i even normal for my age.. i can even hit gurls with full force if they irritate me. w h a t kinda guy (huh?guy) is this.... im goin to grad nite after all. hahaha can u imagine watched the nkf show. some segments were very touching. esp the one where a mother had to bring her kids down to the rubbish dump to find food. and the other man who said "i hope she (his kidneyfailure-stricken wife) can live for a few more years, so that she can see her grandchildren". whoaa. i didn cry lah, but felt damn sad for him. i know people who cried though. and the performances were damn captivating. found myself hiding behind pillow for the zoe tay performance. that scary i will be rocks. pls take a look at the lyrics (scroll down). its friggin inspirational [s]ome people want it all . but i don't want nothing at all . if i ain't got you baby. [ if i ain't got you ]
just caught the video of jessica's 3rd single take my breath away. sucks. budget video. very very boring. with you was definitely betta
im an unhealthy night owl. i mugged till 5:30am for my physics test today. no, not that i have insomnia or i have some amazing brain cells that keep me awake. its because i started at around 11pm after a 2hr sleep.seriously unhealthy cos according to qz, the human body repairs its tissue at arnd 3am? haha duno whether he bluffin me or not though. but studying throughout the night is really effective! free for distractions. its quiet and peaceful. i just have that studying mood.. the physics test was pretty ok except for one or two questions. but i can't predict how much i will get. hopefully at least a b3 sheesh after test walked home with rebond club again. they also had their physics test. communicatin with bimbos can prove to be enriching sometimes too! whahahaa.. and i am supposed to be "dirty-minded" because i mentioned terms like transvesite and incest? a-r-g-h bimbo, cmmmon. not as if i do them. lol. and i don't think about trans and incest all day long. they're just fun to talk about. u noe. precisely because we don't get to communicate with such people, dere4 its interesting to discuss and yak away.. lol cons, u've never seen real dirty minded people before arh! haha came home and slept like a log for 6 straight hours, gonna sleep again soon midyr horror is loomin near... finally a decent break after 6 consecutive studying days. but the worst thing is. i'm not goin out to haf some fun tml! i really shld. sigh. o-wellll. i really wanna. * queensway secondary school
lol so tdy was the 3rd day of ahsidol. the waving hulus day. i could've waved hulus and shouted "xcinta" far more enthusiasticalli. but sigh. unfortunately i was pissed off by probability. (yeah, the EM chap) but nvm. there's always my immortal nx week. hulu! u'll always be my immortal!!!
enthuse week is real fun. first ahs idol. and then there are the games we're gonna play in class. but of course they gotta be conducted by the one and only mr ian peach! i lurve him man. he's such a wacky wacky juicy peach ball. (*) (*) <- peaches and the highlight of da day! during lunch break today, we made friends with the vice prinicipal of queensway secondary school! apparently he's in our sch on a principal course. and so. he's one helluva joker. i can't believe he's training to become a principal. we sat beside him in the canteen and befriended him. were asking him rude questions and telling him ridiculous things like are you senile? are you a paedophile? ahh.. you were stripped off your vice-principal post bcos u were lazy right? and lots more lah. we even told him we were from the guzheng club in ahs! the other VPs beside us nodded heads in approval. exclaiming, "wow..! guzheng!" LOL they were going to meet the mei xiong and ee tuo later and who knows? they might start asking them about the achievements of the AHS guzheng club! one VP was caught commenting. "nowadays kids very scary hor". indeed man, i just love interacting with vice principals and here's the catch mei xiong is retiring this year. and they might be the nx ahs principal. u never know. just pray hard its gonna be the queensway sec vp man. this short lived principal-student relationship. tried to get his HP or msn but failed. only left with a picture of him in my phone. lol. its GONNA stay there! this was def. a very rare chance to be rude to a VP of a school. i can't believe we were so sociable anyway. LOL. were like bluffing him and insulting him like a friend, like xinni. haha if only every VP was like that so went for guzheng prac. lol. miss lim had a lecture. okok. made some sense la sat bus home with rebonded cindy and constance. again, bimbotism reigned. in the music room, we caught constance staring into the wide mirror while everyone was streaming out. speaking about the link between bimbotism and innocence. consie didn know what's transvesite and incest. bimbotism? innocence? or worse still stupidity? hahahaha okok nvm (brought up by qz) in the ch8 7pm show fei yi ban mama. there was this scene where michelle saram and her fat friend went to a party function where guys were all around. while guys ogled at michelle's supposed beauty, her fat friend was obviously left out. people mocked her sarcastically at chided her for her unattractiveness. she even got violated by people with bad intentions. in the end, when michelle came to her rescue. she was saved luckily. and when michlle asked her "do you want me to go to the washroom with you?" she replied, "no need, i'll go there on my own, thanks" can u imagine i felt sad for this character. like i said im rarely moved by fictious drama shows. this is indeed rare. i thought it was so unfortunate and pitiful of her. life is so unfair. it seems like no matter how "counsellors" emphasize on the importance of inner beauty and deny the significance of physical appearances, the truth is that, physically unattractive people will still be discriminated after all. they'll always be at the losing end. life is unfair. hee. probably the 3rd time i mentioned this in my blog. byebye go sleeep! [t]ake my breath away * // in this endless ocean finally lovers know no shame...
comp in a total state of mess. was bloggin and comp crashed for no reason at all. i guess its been invaded by spywares and viruses. damn.
tdy ahsidol rocks k. haha traffic rocks. sure win ahsidol le lah. wads there to say. too bad edwin didn manage to bring up the guzheng! (yes tt was his original plan supposedly) . lol and wat's up with guilty. i know they didn mean to but they ruined it horribly. hee. if ya ain't got the range, dun push it. i guess that high note was just... amusing..hahaaha. but there was one lower voice that was really nice. don't know whose overall the auditions were pretty cool. haha after yesterday's hilarious stand up comedies and terrific dances. everything just seems a notch above. lol and tml is hulu chua condom's turn!! *waves hulus* as a publicist, i was supposed to cook up some scandals for her. thought of spreading that she flashed her boobs in 4E, but well, u can go imagine. anyway its too late to cook up scandals now. jus remember to go down at tml's first recess to take a glimpse at the superstar-in-da-making. and get her autographs while its easy to! when she becomes a bollywood star in future. u're gonna hafta fly all da way to india to even look at her constance sia and yanhong - 28. rayner's guess: their ages added up together. *LOL. or: the number of times they have rebonded their hair? stressed at all the never ending tests one after another. i've been studying till 4 or 5 am for the 6th consecutive day. damn im surely beginning to feel the pressure. lowerin on me more n more every single day who would have thought that simple lyrics like that of britney's "everytime" could spawn a video like this? hahaha. its lyrics are really simple and heartfelt, things like everytime i try to fly i fall . without my wings i feel so small . i guess i need you baby (commonly used as msn nick) and the video? quarrel with boyfriend leading to a suicide in a bathtub, with blood flowing. and 3 seperate scenes of britney's pale white corpse.. who later reincarnates to become a baby..... no link *//watching every motion in the foolish lover's game . in this endless ocean finally lovers know no shame s e n s u a l * 7
countdown around 3 weeks to midyears. dread it. endless stuffs to mug . i duno how im gonna cope with so many chapters of so many subjects. sigh
yest went to take neoprints with sensual 5, organ 5, sexual 5, wadeva u call it. i was thinkin, with this gang arnd, the facial xpressions aren't gonna be anywhere near decent. jus another ugly neoprint i cld take out and ogle and puke at whenever im bored but boy was i so wrong. ohman the sensual-5 pic was so nice. for once we all looked photogenic. ok abit bhb but its kinda true. gotta be one of the nicest neoprints i've ever takken. nicenicenice. fair share of clownish ones (baby with dislocated jaw, me with sausage lips) and really nice lookin ones with well, normal smiles. yayy. too bad there weren't any. erm outrageous ones. the furthest we went was stickin out the middle finger! one thing too bad - it was only organ-5 and not -8. incomplete organs britney spears everytime video has premiered. www.blowurmind.org. i'm not liable for any spyware or viruses dled though tdy is mariam and gf bdae. happi bdae.! yet another 2 who are now able to watch nc16 shows. im still waitin nth much to update. will update more tml. tkkare >>> only thing i need to do ______________ is walk away ___
CIP today was pretty fun, just too early at 7:45. went around with mon chhi chi from geylang to tampines to pasir ris selling flags for some prophet muhammad fund for needy students. ok despite slacking for close to an hr and a half sitting at coffee bean and mac, managed to close in about half a can's worth of coins and a few notes yea..
time in: 7:45am time out: 11:55am location: geylang, tamp, pasir ris smallest donation: 5 cents largest donation: $5 estimated mean donation: 50 cents most charitable people: aunties in their 50s least charitable people: teens that look arnd 20 (duh) most straightfoward rejection: auntie, would u want to donate? Auntie (without looking at me): DON WAN funniest donater: an ah peh in his 60s, who pasted the sticker on his buldging tummy, den walked away laughing at me with his cheekopeh look most irritable moment: 2 yalam girls purposely walked in front of me along a pathway to ask for donations from people first, perhaps to spite me, or because they wanna feel superior. sweetest taste of victory: the 2 yalam girls let slip of 3 people whom they thought wouldn donate. and they walked forward to donate to me most generous auntie: donated $2 each to me and monchhichi. and did that automatikally smiles flashed and thank yous said: certainly above 100 number of people who asked what charity organization this was for: 4 number of donaters who actualli communicated with us (eg asked us wat sch we were frm..blabla): 3-4 number of (suspected) prostitues seen in geylang: 2 biggest regret: not going to pasir ris earlier friends made: 1 sec 1 boy from duno what school. haha.. distributing some NKF booklet estimated total sum of donation: $40-$50 stickers left: over a 100 grade obtained: fair CIP hours awarded: 3 Actual CIP hours: 4 number of couples who donated: 0 ratio of men to women donaters: 1:4 ok enough. hehee. competition today for CDS. hope dey get into finals! good luck. so far haven't heard of any.. news yet. nvm shall ask later i am beautiful and you are beautiful. no matter what [they] say . .
caught the christina aguilera stripped special on channel i today. actualli i've seen most of e performances already. but its a v different feel when u watch it on tv, with a LARGER screen. so shuang. got so many ppl smsing me reminding me to watch the special haha. ok i'm a famous christina aguilera fan =x and i am hungry for more fame so i shall proclaim on my public blog that
I LOVE CHRISTINA AGUILERA she rocks!~ did ya all see the beautiful performance. like hulu said. it gave me da chills. the song itself is already so well, beautiful. and with da way she delivered it. her voice her poise her audience interaction. makes it the 2nd best beautiful performance i've seen (1st goes to grammy2004) speakin of beautiful, its one evergreen song that i can never get sick of. (these words came out of a person hu has heard the song 1000+ times, seen the video 100+ times, and watched beautiful live performances 100+ times). i have made beautiful lyrics my msn nick perhaps over 50 times, sent it to over 10 people, it rocks. it is the only song in history that has ever made me tear the 1st time i heard it. (lol, no song has managed to make me cry and im not easily moved by a song, a video, a film or things like tt). it rocks like dunnowad. melody is shoooo shhoooooo nice even after 18 months. can't stand. hehe my dad spent $61 today on my ten yr series for physics chem amaths emaths and emaths solutions. wahhahaaha~~~ and in this skin is finally out at HMVs, but it costs a freakin t-h-i-r-t-y t-h-r-e-e bucks cos its an import. damn.. kind testosterone offered to help my buy first seems like my dad VIOLENTLY objected. sayin i was stupid to get smth from HMV and i could get CDs as well from places like chinatown, CASH CONVERTERS at a cheaper price. wow. can u imagine finding in this skin at chinatown? cash converters? damn .. and so, no in this skin for me just as yet =( CIP tml. like shit. at geylang. ask hookers to donate. [ y o u ] don't even need to touch me . baby * just _ b r e a t h e o n m e . . .
i jus dled one of britney's "breathe on me" performance from her onyx hotel tour. for those who've heard the song, ya know it's talking about sensual stuffs *blinkblink*. well. the performance makes her look like a sex and attention-starved whore wannabe. lolz. along with lipsynching (her norm), there was slithering groping humping rubbing fondling kissing just about every second. she presents herself as such a slut throuout the whole song. "maturing" is just an excuse for "cheapening herself" i guess. lol onyx hotel tour has kids watchin, no wonder it prompted family walkouts. stripped tour was so much better. n im not sayin it jus bcos stripped tour is a christina aguilerrra tour!
had a geog test today, forgot to quote statistics, damn! and qz did a carving sort of thing on his 77th street chain (ehh wtv its supposed to be called) that made my eyes green green and greeener. hee.. and chi lesson was like wo.. haha.. ok compliments are meant to compliment, but sometimes.. u'd rather not have them, when u know u don't deserve it =x and i don't. it just makes me embarrassed. lol and due to the horrendous amt of stress ive xperienced in the past few days, one ultra red zit has popped out on my right cheek, which is like. wo!. u-r-g-h. hateZITStoHELLwithTHEM i want in this skin bad bad bad. its nowhere! nowhere!!! :(( no plans for the next three days, guess i'll jus end up cooped in the house, studyin the shit outta myself. lol. or maybe i'll get to go somewhere, hopefully is clubbing cool? it sure sounds so. though i can NEVER picture myself one day in some clubs gyratin away. NVR. but somehow. i tend to associate clubbin with cool people. (hence my idolization/obsession of the broken 7s) hehe is this a childish and brainless mentality? esp when i realize that there are 14, 15 YOs out there who are already clubbing as a form of recreation. it jus sounds so cool somehow...somehow larh. but then again i emphasise that i probably will never "club" in my whole life. there is jus no link between zt and club. lol realize that teens of the same age in other schs are really much more open. liberal. and straightforward than the regular ahs'ian. sometimes i think we really need to open our eyes and go see the world outside. too caged up. lol, i still remember how willie tay's sister slammed me on my tagboard back in jan, saying i was this "caged-up kid" wellwellwell.. i agree with what she's sayin. just makes sense. guess im makin myself feel more insecure. =x indeed im all too "caged-up". i can't even pluck up da courage to do stuffs some others publicize all over their diaries with no barriers at all. *christina aguilera's soar spinnin in mah mind* CHRISTINA AGUILERA - SOAR in life there's gonna be times when u're feelin low and in ur mind insecurities seem to take control we start to look outside ourselves for acceptance and approval we keep forgetting that one thing we should know is don't be scared to fly alone find the path that is your own love will open every door it's in your hands, the world is yours don't hold back and always know all the answers will unfold what are u waitin for? spread ur wings and soar! ok no more negativity. shall stop here. so relaxed ya today.. hehehe. can finally. try to adjust back my clock? i didn nap tdy! cheeeeers* *// cos everything means nothing if i ain't got you ...
wow. its 3:20am and its a schoolday tomorrow and here i am updating my blog
just finished my geog revision and homework. i thinking im really leading an xtremely unhealthy lifestyle. gettin home, sleep till 11pm, then wake to do my stuff.. sleep at 3 or 4am. this happens every day. i can barely recall when was the last time i slept before 12mn.. and so i had my 2.4 run today *drumrollllllll* i failed. lol. clocked 14:14, missin the passin mark by 25seconds. i was one of the 3 guys in class who failed. yay cheers! my legs and backs are aching like shit now. but seriously, i wasn disappointed by my failure, had expected it, cos i actually clocked 16:30++ the last time i ran those 6 friggin stadium rounds. great improvement. haha.. but still fail guess i'll hafta re-run someday, with all the sec1234 failures. join me, anyone? had choir. learnt a nice song. don't know if its my over-sensitivity, but it seems like mr yong is being angry for the sake of it. ehh jus didn feel his anger came from the heart, more like he wanted to discipline us, so he had to put on a front. and indeed, i don't see the point of having a blog when all u do is give plain, straight, boring, typical recount (and a few quizillia pictures) to everything u did during that day. incident after incident after another incident. yeah..like anyone would be interested in reading every little insignificant detail of your life , they've probably had enough of their's. and seriously speakin, i don't understand what the "quizilla" trend is all about, i mean. the content of the quizzes are so shallow and inaccurate? or perhaps people do it for the sake of that html code to paste into their templates thus makin their blogs look brighter with pics? dunno, enlighten me.? feel like pasting one of those .. friendster questionnaires here. fun to answer. heeh. maybe tml, its gettin late. wo. its 3:36am and i don't feel even slight sleepiness. 4 hrs to my geog test, wish me good luck - skip a beat and move with my body . yeah slow.
*song: christina aguilera - come on over baby (all i want is you)*
i officially cannot stand blogs with any form of music! grr. first there are like four or five popuppps whenever u enter the blog. and imagine when i'm grooovin to the latest simpson or xtina's tune and some low quality power web music starts playing some doublefivedoublesix trash. horribly irritating. today's clit test was crap. ik ching is jus ridiculous in my opinion - today he was coming up with our test questions on the spot and then wrote it onto the whiteboard. test started and he started chatting with us. someone tried to cheat and somehow fell down.. and he was laughing together. LoL. when everything was settled down he went to da back of the class to s - m - s, or fiddle with his good old 8250..or wtv..lol nevermind, i'm treatin it as if i'm studying for my midyrs and Os. i'm nt studyin for ikching's test i'm just amazed at how there are teachers like that rite here in ahs today, lol, but i don't reallie hate him for this, cos come to think of it. which other teacher in ahs allows u to eat, sleep, scream, talk, listen discman, do homework, play badminton (YES. play badminton), walk around, gather in groups while he is so called 'teaching' in class? hahahaaa so we must really treasure him, izn it? lOl. yest i saw this yalam girl. i swear she's as fat as malti lawani. (the achar woman) pounds of flabby meat dangling down. and she was cycling along the road. wearing nothing but a bra. YEA. nothing but a bra. now can u just picture say, selena tan with only a bra and nth else? the piles of meat were like so obviously drooping out. and passersby were like..LoL. all eyes fixed on this ravishing beauty. jessica simpson sang "cos i am worthy to feel beautiful and confident in this skin". haha maybe tts how the mind of that particular yalam worked. but isn there a difference btwn confident and overconfident hmm whats with this blog frenzy. nowadays everyone has a blog. and everyday there are like hundreds of blogs to read? v tedious sia..hahaa.. let's see when this new trend will die off. of course there are the ones with quality and content. then there are some ... off to surf net and read blogs..tkkaree, probably won't be updating tml i'm lovin [ angels ] instead *// through it all he offers me protection. alot of love and affection. whether i'm right or wrong..
i miss my discman. haven't seen in for months n months? here's the story. one fine day i was eating kfc with hulu n gl. my discman was in my bag and a fat clumsy cleaner came along and knocked the bag over sendin it down to the hard floor with a t-h-u-mp*
and there goes my discman. gave it to my uncle 6 mnths ago cos he said he cld help me repair it. no signs of gettin it bac anytime soon. and i didn send the guarantee card. sheesh i guess. ima gonna beg for an mp3player instead this bdae. my discman was only abt 2 months old. well. i jus fnd a great site. kk mabbe im a lil lag. its the aol music site. tons of great up2date vid and i saw avril's new video, don't tell me. one thing, she's gonna flop when her new album under this skin is released this may. she looks exactly the same (think rebonded looking straight brownish hair , that strummin da guitar pose, that accent) i guess its jus wearing off. hahaa. jessica is the 'IN' thing for me now! pathetic. four smses in like, four days..lol, like 1 per day. *90068457* hehehe was clit marathon today, hcl marathon tml im glad i dun care as much already. im gettin sick of it :)) i sit and wait . does an angel contemplate my fate ? new entries at http://iamnotabimbo.blogspot.com good old xinni returns to blogging after a one-month hiatus for a hair management course in france. remember to support her guys! and give her (advice/encouragement/criticisms) about (hair management/joshua..) thru the flooble chatterboxx! she'll be darn hapi k. :) gettin lost in el ritmo he whispers te queiro te queiro . i begin to give in with no hesitation . it's pure *//infatuation
so had choir tdy. had nice fun scaring chiu suen and making her scream, lol. i tink she's horribly irritated and distressed bt at the same time helpless. lol. esp with ovary ong around. nohope:)) even her gd fren philline couldn't help ya? haha
new names for choir peeps. real nice and suggestive baby* ovary ong hulu* condom chua jojo* contraception chua zt* liposuction lim ray* testerone tan (nt sure bt spellin tho) bimbo* scrotum siah luboobs* testicle teo maybe we shld start call ourselves the reproductive-8 or organs-8. lol ^_^ and lyk wednesdae, constance was the amusin bimbo of the day: what is the plural form of mice? mices how many holes do u have on ur body? points to abdomen, "here ah? don haf" a plane crashed in no-man's land. where shld the survivors be buried? in the middle lor how do u pronounce platypus? what's that? lol all the sia(h)s in choir are the same... hahaha yanhong was so clever compared to her gd fren. lol*.... at least she cld understand straightaway what the potato game was all about. i mus say its a pretty rude game, intrudes privacy. but lol. its fun. jus remember to keep hygenic at all times went to tm to eat after everything. i jus lurve the TM toilet man. 5 stars for it. i feel so totally relaxed and comfortable sitting rite dere in the cubicle. where i can chill out. and release.....haha i jus saw the video for jessica's with you. lmao... its jus so cashin-in-on-newlyweds. there are scenes where she's wearin this t-shirt with platy-ma-pus on it.. another where she's eatin the chicken of the sea, another where she's playin golf and boobs got in her way.. another where she covers her face with panties. hahaha. those hu dun understand nvm. lol but those hu do will find the vid funny..hahhaha and also, darkness's i believe in a thing called love. lol sissy guy rock. he looked so amusing to me. all that crap alien spaceships. def. a vv fun video. rox. hahaha finalli. rest one day. tml start muggin again. sighss sec 4 life |