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no, i don't actually have an uncontrollable urge to exterminate teenage girls
Hi, i can be boring sometimes. And i often sound evil to conceal life's banalities. But i really am a kind and peace-loving creature. That despite the URL. |
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self-declared study break today... woke up at 9am to catch the direct satellite broadcast of TAR7 family edition! whee so exciting. i love TAR. it's superbly edited. and yes, its talking cock vs silently working, flaunting muscles vs using brains, the scheming vs the vulnerable... all over again. but this time it's double da fun! and i totally LURVE seeing brawny himbo teams falter. yeah, wear more sleeveless shirts, go topless as frequently as possible, yak more about being confident of ur physique, and then hopefully end up getting surpassed by 9-year-old kids in a buggy race. perfect. and survivor's back too, with stephenie lagrossa! how cool is that!... though any idiot can tell that this time round, she's not gonna get pass all her teammates who are alrd conscious about her competitive nature =( owell! 2 things to cheer me up in these times of adversities! this one's on flattery and shamelessness. my msn display pic for more than a month!  when i was five. those were the days, ya know, the floppy hair, the squinty pair of eyes, the innocent state of mind, that bashful smile. hehs. it's adorable and cringeworthy at the same time, u get what i mean? u know nostalgia has kicked in when u look at that pic and suddenly all the memories come rushing in.. that kindergarten teacher from hell.. those evil evil thoughts you harboured when you wanted to snatch away ur playmate's toys.. ...if you believe me. lol. i hope i weaved a decent-enough lie. here's an extended version of the pic:  haha yeap. it ain't me. it's pres. chouuu. before quek ser hwee and the gazillions of jay fans around start launching a zt-i-shall-bash-you-on-your-tagboard-cos-you're-downright-shameless-and-you're-insulting-mah-darling-jay-for-goodness-sake invasion, i shall explain my rationale of doing this. hahaa you see, ever since i put this up as a display pic on msn one month ago, so many people have came to tell me that boiboi in the pic kinda looks like me. lol. how motivating. is it too shameless to say that such comments never fail to make my day? and when i excitedly reveal the answer. VROOM. all opinions change in a split second. the one most marked change in opinion came from ms quek ser hwee, who shook her head in disbelief whilst landing into a state of denial, " ni pian ren!.. bu yao jia!.. ni pian ren!" lol. tickles me so. HAHAHA. (edit: pardon me, im gettin really unabashed here) so if all that were said had a degree of truth to em, that am i supposed to grow up to look like a cross-hybrid between   lol. if only i knew a thing or two about blending faces together using photoshop or smth. DISCLAIMER: evidently, i'm gettin ultra imaginative here, so pardon me for my audacity and shamelessness. yes, i am depraved. the promos have made me this vacuous, and i need my avenues to get ridiculous once in awhile. HAH. there's no need to shake me out of my dream that i'll indeed look like a cross hybrid between jay and ruth. :D i know i'll prolly look like the pimply squarish degradative self that i am now. i picture cross-hybrids to look more warped than alluring anyway :D hahaahaha. what rubbish. on another note, here's a still from the qingtian MV that i find worth posting...  HAH. if this isn't the epitome of idealistic romance, i don't know what is. yes, it looks depressingly beautiful in the context of the MV, but c'mon, even a die-hard romantic would find it such a hassle to come up with such a dreamy photo collage. hahaha. deludes people so. just send "jay i love you" via sms lah! *-rolls eyes like xiaxue-* nevertheless i like the novelty of it. =D come next entry, i promise there will be absolutely nothing on jay. hahaha, be it maia-bashing or christina-bashing (yes u read right, BASHING!), i don't wanna make my life revolve miserably around likening my future looks to a jay-ruth cross hybrid. HAH. yea. so it's back to the labour market for the time being. comeback after 62 days
1st entry in sixty-two days. u read right, sixty-two.was spurred on by nanzai to make this breakthrough. she publicized in her blog that i've abandoned this place. owell, just take the 62 entry-less days as a hiatus ok? albeit a long one. my blogging energy is back, for a moment at least... you know you paid a price for excessive mugging when you return from a 62-day blogging hiatus and, alas! you discover tt fr a moment u can't recall any significant events that occurred in ur life in the past 2 months. let me slowly do some backtracking here.. *thinks hard* in the past 62 days.. 1) i merrily dropped mathematics and experienced fr myself emancipation. 2) i caught on with the superstar craze only to find it kinda senseless when the whole fever subsided. kelly, kelly who? 3) i got told by countless people that i bear a resemblance to ruth of project superstar. it's not a compliment i know, but anwys, u b the judge. haha.  4) watched dim sum dollies and was disappointed, partly because all i got was a bird's eye view of the show. (i was seated in circle 3, row K) 5) watched red eye and loved it ten times more than the dsd. i love plotless claustrophobic thrillers. (wes craven rocks) 6)got hold of jay's ye hui mei MV VCD and watched it to death. (quek ser, i'm never gonna return it to you! hehehehe i trade with u initial d book wan? i wan my qingtian and titian!) 7)got called a lagger for the umpteenth time for falling in love with qingtian MV 3 years after the others did:  6 months ago, i wld've torn my hair apart at the sight of a forlorn man playing his cello (or is it double bass or wtv, i can't tell) under autumn trees on a rainy day.. owell, being in an LEP class and CCC at the same time really sways ur preferences..hard 8) stumbled upon this collage and decided i had to post it here: (edit: dammnit, the site had to be down! will post it as soon as e server recovers) 9)bought maia's emotionally advised. and she was like..channelling hilary duff throughout the whole album.. you can only imagine my disappointment. at least there's the fun 34/05 gang to distract me from my monotonous life that revolves around discovering beautiful jay songs 3 years late. nuff' said about promos. i guess people have had enough of my caffeine-poisoning stories so i shall move on. the jc system is unethical. has anyone even realized that we haven't had a proper break since the march holidays?. (june and sep holidays are nonexistent and therefore not worth mentioning) bah, i've typed enough random thoughts. who knows when my next entry will come? |