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no, i don't actually have an uncontrollable urge to exterminate teenage girls
Hi, i can be boring sometimes. And i often sound evil to conceal life's banalities. But i really am a kind and peace-loving creature. That despite the URL. |
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oh, and i'm gonna miss an inconvenient truth too. bah. to think that i was once an environmental activist too. hahaha. noble huh? i wonder how grant and yingshun and uma are doing now. sph writing test today. in absolute terms, completing the paper wasn't exactly the most insurmountable task on planet earth. but in relative terms, i know that competition is just disgustingly stiff. they're like, looking for the cream of the cream of the cream of the cream of the cream of the cream of the cream of the cream of the freakin crop. everyone hails from some respectable background. everyone goes there, enters the claustrophobic room, lifts up their pens and lets their thoughts flow like there's no tomorrow. you occasionally raise your head, look around, disturbing silence aside, everyone seems like they're deeply obsessed with trying to stand out amongst the hundreds of zealous applicants. nothing wrong or particularly strange about that though. not going to get deeply troubled over the outcome of this. too many variables. if i get through, great. if i don't, i'll sulk a little, then tell myself...too bad. go read more chinese newspapers and chinese idioms and listen less to christina aguilera then try again next time. but i've kinda set heart on becoming a chinese journalist (who doesn't wanna study chinese in uni, though). it's just about all i wanna become. every other career seems like a painful 9-5 drag. but then again, too many variables in life. for all you know i might suddenly wanna go be an autopsist or crime scene cleanup guy who mops away blood and guts for a living. after all, i once said i wanted to become a lawyer (cues dropping of jaw and lots of sniggering) no link, but      just adore the video too much. ju hua tai mv's out. lots of footage from the curse of the golden flower movie. go check it out. |