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no, i don't actually have an uncontrollable urge to exterminate teenage girls
Hi, i can be boring sometimes. And i often sound evil to conceal life's banalities. But i really am a kind and peace-loving creature. That despite the URL. |
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i think i'm fast turning into a pick-off-the-street kinda giggly schoolgirl admidst my anticipation for november's chopin. really, i think i'm just short of plastering that 1m long poster that came with the pre-ordered cd on that stretch of wall beside my bed. (if i ever do, it'll be a historic first). i once said to quek ser hwee that i'll go audition to star in his MV (as an insignificant passerby, and NOT his love interest, obviously)if i ever find the guts to (trash talking obviously, lolll) but now i think i shall officially retract my statement because i know i sounded dumb and deluded. LOL. and i never wanna liken myself to the rebonded, wide-eyed innocent twits in friendster. but enough of that already. LOL, hkr styled my hair in canteen today, much to the entire canteen's amusement and my embarrassment. lol, ok im exaggerating but u get my point. i never got to see how my diao-spiky-porcupine hair looked like and i never will get to cos that'll probably my first and last enlightening encounter with the gross gooey substance that is hair wax. HAHA. zt's spiky hair shall live only in memories and the photo galleries of the many handphones clamouring for my attention just now. nicole shouted "jie lun, jie lun!"... i finally realize my grave mistake of doubting her integrity in the past.. sorry nicole.. lol sigh, and speaking about hair, i think i have 94823478230947320740 strands of white hair among my already very unpresentable, er, crown. they just keep sprouting and sprouting and sprouting. and they trouble me cos they never fail to spark off discussions on whether zt is a nerd or not. hear me declare: IT'S HEREDITARY! i blieve so.. so please stop speculating if they're the by-product of nocturnal mugging. hahaha. and oh ya, cgs are gonna get disbanded (for good). is it too mean to say 'hurray'? lol. how subtle. ok i mean, cgs were completely redundant to start with - cg21/05, we're essentially, just a group that meets for 45 minutes a week to settle admin matters. how pathetic is that? even sadder is my social buttefly status in my cg - i think i made a grand total of two hi-bye friends over a course of 10 months. lol. and equally tears-inducing was the question thrown to me by one of my cgmates, "how come u ostracize urself?". lol, if only you knew how to appreciate the art of cockroachy rubbish talking. then we could interact better. sigh, a year in tj is coming to an end (don't worry, im not gonna throw in the phrase 'time flies'. hahaah). the only significance this bears to me is that hellish NS days are drawing near. people tell me they cannot imagine me in army gear and i appreciate their honesty loads. hahaha. seriously, NS is all about everything i hate, not just the physical training - the authoritarian nature, the male ego, the shut-off from civilization, everything. i know i may sound like a wimp but who cares. i morbidly hope i break a bone or smth after i complete my a levels. |