chanced upon a blog commenting on our op (or rather, my voice) 2 days ago:

"some guy/girl voice really puts me off"

FCUK LA. THIS AGAIN? IT'S INNATE, GEDDIT WORLD?

i'm so so resentful and tired of the world harping on this issue and labelling me for it. i've really had enough of nincompoop questions in the vein of "how come u haven't reach puberty yet?" being directed to me. GAWD. it almost feels like i need to go lengthen my vocal cords or smth to appease the world, and myself too.

and then the hard-hitting realization - who's to blame? the detractor? ... no. myself? wth? what did i even do wrong?... then what?

ARGH. don't sympatize with me please. i merely needed to let off steam.