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no, i don't actually have an uncontrollable urge to exterminate teenage girls
Hi, i can be boring sometimes. And i often sound evil to conceal life's banalities. But i really am a kind and peace-loving creature. That despite the URL. |
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my poor blog has been stagnant for the last (whooping) 39 days. jcts are not a valid excuse, i know (look at nan zai's incessant updates). i'm just lazy to log into blogger. and the prospect of typing sense sorta turns me away. in the midst of frantic jct. clocking ungodly 12am-12noon hours. and i don't mean by that the time period when i'm asleep. yes, i can now confidently proclaim that every new major exam i encounter in my academic life helps me push the limits of my body clock further. not that i'm happily celebrating the fact that i'm able to punctually give friends morning calls at 5am. i can't wait for this hell to be over. i haven't watched a single movie in a month. and my lips have been soo.. subjected to sleep-deprivation-induced cracking. their current state strangely reminds me of...feet callouses... so 4 papers have passed, with the heaviest yet to come. geography. the prospects of results seems bleak for everyone around me. and yes, there is proof that all their pessimism is not uncalled for. me: hey hey, what were ur results for y1 jct ah? give me an idea..at least i know what to expect.. year two A: err. F O O D year two B: E O F year two C: D E E F by the looks of it, C is unattainable, B is an impossibility, and A? i think it's surreal. just pray that u'll at least see it in your dreams. then again, the economics and lep papers were manageable. so we'll see. oh, did i left out mathematics? oh yea, i did. so did i mention that i lost 30 marks the moment the examiner signalled the stop of the paper? i guess i'm hanging on to 4 subjects because i don't wanna jeopardize my chances of getting any possible scholarships i might grow to be interested in in the future. (that is obviously, if i can manage to get reasonably good grades in the first place) but if my very realistic nightmare of failing maths comes true, then maybe i'm left with no choice but to jeopardize my chances.. willingly) owell. back to the dry, dry topic of rocks now. |