THIS ENTRY IS NOT ANOTHER POST-SI COMMENTARY THING
ITS A RANT. SOMETHING IVE NOT DONE FOR LONG.

don't like it at all. the insincerity some are displaying. goodness, i don't even have the slightest hint..as to.. what's even going on. only infuriates me. yet i've got no way of letting out steam cos everything will remain unconfirmed. and there is no way of getting a confirmation without setting off more ripple effects.

and to address anyone who might assume that i turn my back against people, post-graduation... that's not the case and whatever it is, u don't know anything.

i treasure selectively. no point cherishing anything or anyone if it brings nothing but discomfort and uneasiness.

i admire people who talk straight frm the heart without any fear of offending, but i sympathize with them too as that trait comes with a price of unacceptance from myopic people who judge before they understand. ( i think im one of them )

strange, how everything works and pieces itself together. unexplainable, how a tactful and mannered human can suddenly find him/herself stranded for no known reason. funny. and that human isnt me.

BLAH. IM ANGRYYY.

EDIT: nevermind if u can't link this persona with me in reality. and..nevermind if anyone finds that fact irritating..