war . of . words
here's one entry wholeheartedly dedicated to lu huan:

right. negativity and harsh words splattered all over your blog. i really don wanna lower myself to spitting out spiteful comments jus for the sake of it. i'd rather explain.

the 'stacie orrico' thing started right after ahsidol as you know. maybe u misunderstood their intentions, but my friends started callin u 'stacie' not as a form of mockery, but in fact as a way to socialize, ya know, being friendly, cheeky and all. if you knew our personalities, you'd understand that we had no intentions to insult whenever we referred to u as stacie. it was all in the name of fun. you got ur nickname stacie orrico simply because u performed a stacie orrico number. and we thought it wld be fun makin friends with you, serious. we didn expect you to have such negative reactions over a supposed trivial joke.

have i ever offended you outrightly? have i ever passed crude remarks to you? truth is, i didn even bothered interacting with you. all i did was laugh along with my friends whenever they broke into fits of laughter. its basically saying that i largely laughed at strictly, their reactions. so, is laughing that bothersome and offensive? i have my own sets of thinking and i am not a shallow person. my friends certainly don't make me one. havin said tt, isn't it unfair to announce pubicly in ur blog tt i spoiled 10% of ur camp? honestly, u were oversensitive bcos we didn mean harm. label us as bein mischievious, but not as imbeciles who insult intentionally, please. let me reiterate -- we mean no harm. even when it became an inside joke bcos of ur unexpected reactions, we laughed occasionally for the fun of it. bottomline is, we don want to start a spiteful war-of-words with you. we don't even hate u. maybe u shld take things lightly and not get so agitated.

ill make it clear that im not exactly bothered by this dispute. we all need to learn. maybe we can start off by keeping our laughter to ourselves in future.if u find laughing tt intolerable. and maybe u can stop urself frm spewing profanities at us on ur blog. yeps. is it even worth gettin all worked up and quarrelsome over such a trival matter? both sides stand to lose.

havin said tt, hope that this whole drama thing will draw to an end soon. -zt

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ahh! my mum went to ahs as an oral examinor today. didn see her though. haha. she refuses to tell me how the ahs sec 3s did. cos its supposed to be confidential. lol, okay

i've typed enough actualli, i guess i'll study lata. 6 tests nx week. tata