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no, i don't actually have an uncontrollable urge to exterminate teenage girls
Hi, i can be boring sometimes. And i often sound evil to conceal life's banalities. But i really am a kind and peace-loving creature. That despite the URL. |
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[ y o u ] don't even need to touch me . baby * just _ b r e a t h e o n m e . . .
i jus dled one of britney's "breathe on me" performance from her onyx hotel tour. for those who've heard the song, ya know it's talking about sensual stuffs *blinkblink*. well. the performance makes her look like a sex and attention-starved whore wannabe. lolz. along with lipsynching (her norm), there was slithering groping humping rubbing fondling kissing just about every second. she presents herself as such a slut throuout the whole song. "maturing" is just an excuse for "cheapening herself" i guess. lol onyx hotel tour has kids watchin, no wonder it prompted family walkouts. stripped tour was so much better. n im not sayin it jus bcos stripped tour is a christina aguilerrra tour!
had a geog test today, forgot to quote statistics, damn! and qz did a carving sort of thing on his 77th street chain (ehh wtv its supposed to be called) that made my eyes green green and greeener. hee.. and chi lesson was like wo.. haha.. ok compliments are meant to compliment, but sometimes.. u'd rather not have them, when u know u don't deserve it =x and i don't. it just makes me embarrassed. lol and due to the horrendous amt of stress ive xperienced in the past few days, one ultra red zit has popped out on my right cheek, which is like. wo!. u-r-g-h. hateZITStoHELLwithTHEM i want in this skin bad bad bad. its nowhere! nowhere!!! :(( no plans for the next three days, guess i'll jus end up cooped in the house, studyin the shit outta myself. lol. or maybe i'll get to go somewhere, hopefully is clubbing cool? it sure sounds so. though i can NEVER picture myself one day in some clubs gyratin away. NVR. but somehow. i tend to associate clubbin with cool people. (hence my idolization/obsession of the broken 7s) hehe is this a childish and brainless mentality? esp when i realize that there are 14, 15 YOs out there who are already clubbing as a form of recreation. it jus sounds so cool somehow...somehow larh. but then again i emphasise that i probably will never "club" in my whole life. there is jus no link between zt and club. lol realize that teens of the same age in other schs are really much more open. liberal. and straightforward than the regular ahs'ian. sometimes i think we really need to open our eyes and go see the world outside. too caged up. lol, i still remember how willie tay's sister slammed me on my tagboard back in jan, saying i was this "caged-up kid" wellwellwell.. i agree with what she's sayin. just makes sense. guess im makin myself feel more insecure. =x indeed im all too "caged-up". i can't even pluck up da courage to do stuffs some others publicize all over their diaries with no barriers at all. *christina aguilera's soar spinnin in mah mind* CHRISTINA AGUILERA - SOAR in life there's gonna be times when u're feelin low and in ur mind insecurities seem to take control we start to look outside ourselves for acceptance and approval we keep forgetting that one thing we should know is don't be scared to fly alone find the path that is your own love will open every door it's in your hands, the world is yours don't hold back and always know all the answers will unfold what are u waitin for? spread ur wings and soar! ok no more negativity. shall stop here. so relaxed ya today.. hehehe. can finally. try to adjust back my clock? i didn nap tdy! cheeeeers* |