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no, i don't actually have an uncontrollable urge to exterminate teenage girls
Hi, i can be boring sometimes. And i often sound evil to conceal life's banalities. But i really am a kind and peace-loving creature. That despite the URL. |
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[ i ] will be strong on my own * i will see through the rain * i will find my way..
0048am. nocturnal animal bloggin
today was boring and unfruitful. sighs =(. slept till 11, then 4 hrs in the afternoon again. guess my body has to restore all tha energy lost in the past 6 days. duh, everyone knows exams are loomin nearer nearer nearer. sat down and tried plannin my timetable. i guess, yeah, i'll just hafta drop topics and sacrifice studyign time of subjects fer others which are def. more scorable. eg. sacrificing physics for c-lit, higher chinese for chem. predict a drop in hcl results. i guess. i don need a high eighty to make me happy anymore. i'd rather take that off and save it for some other subjects on the edge of an a1 grade revision shall start tml, and to kickstart it. a wonderfully interesting and nothing-to-cram-in-yer-brain-at-all subject called chinese literaturrrre. = i didn manage ta go out today. sigh. when was the last time i went out? fish n co. i guess 3 or 4 weeks back? haisssh im seriously, this pathetically cooped up, totally aimless geeek. :( i think i probably wasted my last chance. exams are already coming. i have no more time im turnin sixteen in a month and a half. 16-16-16! can u believe it o_0!* why do i still care nothin abt image? why don't i feel the urge to do something to my. say. hair. or face. to make myself look urhm more. presentable? bish. even gf feels and awakening in his skin! i feel like an outkast in this "metrosexual" environment arnd me, where more and more guys are doing what they can to look more yandao. is this kinda concern considered a superficial one? i think image IS important. but yet i don't really care about it. how ironical**** * sings "in this skin" to myself * hahahaha pardon the miserable-sounding tone. im not feelin miserable, just wondering. jus thinkin. am i even normal for my age.. i can even hit gurls with full force if they irritate me. w h a t kinda guy (huh?guy) is this.... im goin to grad nite after all. hahaha can u imagine watched the nkf show. some segments were very touching. esp the one where a mother had to bring her kids down to the rubbish dump to find food. and the other man who said "i hope she (his kidneyfailure-stricken wife) can live for a few more years, so that she can see her grandchildren". whoaa. i didn cry lah, but felt damn sad for him. i know people who cried though. and the performances were damn captivating. found myself hiding behind pillow for the zoe tay performance. that scary i will be rocks. pls take a look at the lyrics (scroll down). its friggin inspirational |