i flunk physics . choir election . suicide . suicide club . backstab . in this skin . studysleep!
cfinally found time to blog properly

flunk.flunk.flunk. i flunk my physics test hahaa 25/40. its hopeless. i'm aimin for a B4 in O levels. thats it.

yesterday afternoon was the meeting for the choir election results. for whatever reason, i just feel that mr tan is biased against me. he just gotta counterattack all the comments i make. with extra loud volume and tone too.special treatment ya. when i was trying to voice out some comments about da candidates. he was like. snorting at wat i said and givin me this what-u-r-sayin-jus-makes-no-sense-at-all look. ok, i aint eloquent k? but pls give me a chance to voice my opinions, properly? without counterattacking so rudely?

im so pissed. dammnit.

and some ppl were like making no sense at all throughout the meeting. owell..=x all he knows is repeating after people's points and making it his.. :x :x :x *oops?! hahaha

ok so choir shld be in good hands after all. hahaha

yesterday night i dreamt of mdm sim (yes, ah lian, lol) committing suicide!! omigawsh. hahaha. here's the story. as u know, dreams are ridiculous. the setting happened to be a class with tables and chairs on an mrt platform (lmao. and me and qz were talking talking away. she saw us and saw red. after scolding qz, she stepped onto the mrt railway, stepped up the stairs leading to the outer railings, and jumped off the mrt track. btw the track was elevated (:tamp/simei)

dreams are such amazing stuffs. when she jumped down, i had a very very very real sensation of shock. lol sheeesh. and that jerked and woke me up. i was feelin a very real chill in my heart. like in a total state of fear and helplessness. sheeeeesh

somebody decipher this dream for me

and there's this jap movie showin called suicide club rite? read the sypnosis. so kewl. 54-uniform clad schoolgirls jumpin down the mrt track together, lettin the train run over and mince them into pieces. LOL. seriosuly sadistic and i wannnnnna watch it man. too bad. R21. xpected la. i don care abt the storyline, im just interested in da gore. *heh heh heh*

does anyone hate backstabbers? apparently it seems like alot. but i've realized, well, i don't hate em at all. in fact i feel the word backstab has been. well a lil. exaggerated n overused? i mean if u can't stand a friend, not everyone is willing to tell him straight in da face perhaps to preserve da frenship as much as pos? so u tell ur frustrations to another friend without letting the other party know? if that's backstabbing, i admit i backstab sometimes. hahahahahahaha. and i don really c what's so evil abt tt. unless. i'm backstabbing for other reasons? hehehe

i want in this skin :(((((((((((((((((((((

aim for sa1'04:

L1R5: <9. plsplspls. i gotta work hard

signin off. tctc. slept at 5:30am. panda eyes