everyday is so wonderful . then suddenly it's hard to breathe //
what if you come to realize you only have one more day to live on this world. what would you do? i tried picturin tt in my mind n i fantasized. nobody wants to die with regrets, duh, but i guess i will. so many stuffs left unsaid but i don wanna irritate.

shld i say i irk in lots of aspects? steer clear. tdy i realised im not as important i thought i was. this hard hitting realization. ok i've come to face it, i hold no first priority in anyone's heart, be it friends or family, perhaps nt even second or third. and that is a problem on my part. what's wrong with me? this is not self-pity or wtv. its smth that is proving itself more n more true day by day. no blaming or wadeva though. its sad to know that people around u actually don't care as much as u thought and wished they would.

for a shield from the storm for a friend for a love to keep me safe and warm i turn to [ ? ]

well, if oni we knew when we're gonna die. den i cld try my best to die with as little regrets as possible.

time is tricklin away, and before i know it, the year's gonna pass and friends are gonna be lost slowly but surely. face it its difficult to sustain any form of relationship in different schools? oh no, i dunno wat im gonna do when the year ends... definitely feelin [ ? ]

pero me acuerdo de ti
y otra vez pierdo la calma
pero me acuerdo de ti
y se bora mi sonrisa
pero me acuerdo de ti
mi mundo trizas
pero me acuerdo de ti
pero me pero me pero me

- pero me acuerdo de ti / christina aguilera / mi reflejo - now playing (*****) 5 star song!

went to eat mac with cindy n jojo in the afternoon. nice talk, lol, and found out that jojo is against entering VJC becuase he deems the studying environment dere not condusive due to the possibilty of the presence of gays, whom he fears will touch each other all over during lectures, thus distracting him and prevent him from scoring well. hahahahahahahaaa..... lol sh e e e sh```. unique viewpoint indeed. lol.

maxima . minima. maxima. minima. headache`-