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no, i don't actually have an uncontrollable urge to exterminate teenage girls
Hi, i can be boring sometimes. And i often sound evil to conceal life's banalities. But i really am a kind and peace-loving creature. That despite the URL. |
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-lEt thE rAin fAll-
i'm kinda disturbed and distressed . made me lost 2 or 3 hrs worth sleep last nite. but i've kinda gotten used to it. it's not my life after all. i can't do anything, can't change anything. i mean yeah i get kinda sad but what to do. i can't possibly want other people's lives to go my way?! everytime i'm on my bed i start imagining things and getting myself frustrated and crazy all over. think i'm kinda silly. but not as if i have a choice whether i wanna imagine things or not. it just comes. and the whole thing sux. i duno when i'm gonna get over this. hopefully the faster the better. (well it isn't tt bad but it isn't smth pleasurable either)
in the voice within, there is one line that goes " now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed its so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid" i so agree with this statement. the world now is such tt we get easily polluted at such a young age. and when we have a chance to realize some indecency.. (boom).. there goes innocence.. and never will it come back my wmp is now playing i turn to you.. ahh i'm so in love with christina's hair in that video.. cindy, constance, yanhong, ginni, chengpei should all take a look. lol* nowadays 80% of the blogs i go to haf smth in common.. ranting abt love lives. a typical entry would go i really don't know what to do anymore i've tried, i've loved, i gave it my best shot but i'm still hurt he broke my heart into a million pieces everytime i see him my heart beats faster but whenever i try to look at him i shun away what's wrong with me i can't get him off my mind i'm stuck and entangled get me out of this mess haha. don misunderstand. im def. not trying to suan people who find the above para. familiar in the diaries.. i'm just reflecting the common trend. what's so good about love that everyone's talking about. 99% of the time it makes u more depressed its spastic (yiting, buy frm u copyright) so today i rotted the whole afternoon away in bedok centraL.. walking around and talKing stuffies witH qz.. buy his shOes..return his books.. actually its kinda fun this way. waste time away so meaninglessly (such a word?)(actualli its not tt meaningless lah) if i went home i'd probably be glued onto the comp anyway. nth much left. gtg. bye=D |